CRUSH

Now you see me now you don´t
Go before i am the goat

You get away with murder, kill me when
Your through
Do i have to give it up,
To be loved by you

From the smallest taste i useperu
From the smallest taste i lose

Won´t you crush on me

Pile your dead on top of me
Tape my eyes so i can´t see

I´ve been waiting for today
I can´t touch you when you´re far away
Nothing makes me feel this way
Except hate but that fades away

CATHARASIS

All these years i´ve been the hard man
All these years it´s been so hard man
To live my life for someone else
In fear of being honest to myself
I perpetrated a lie
Juggling my life with one hand tied behind
My back
Trying to find, and it had always been mine

I´m in, i´m out
I´m breaking through the darkness

And it knocked me over
Into the light of an older soul, and i´ll
Never die
Cause everything i am is in your eyes

Angels in my heart, devils in my eyes
I´ll live forever in you eyes

Crucify my inhibitions

The first born son he died for my sins
Nothing to worry about
And these years i was the hard man
I always knew i´d find myself and prove
Because you told me the truth,´it´s all i
Wanted from you

My cathartic dream a primal scream
Shedding my skin
Somewhere between light and dark
I Balance what i am
And i remember we said we´d find
A way
Laugh and cry, love and hate
Ain´t no weak link this bond won´t break
I put it out there it comes back

INSIDE OUT

I thought i knew what provcation was
I´ve eaten from the insane root that
Imprisons reason

It´s in my stomach like fire,
It´s in my stomach like cancer,
It´s in my stomach like a knife, i´ve been
Gunshot
I gotta let it go

Goddamn nowhere place to be
Dying deep inside of me
Always standing on the inside looking out
Can´t break a heart so strong with pride
It´s more than just being alive
I broke the rule with you i´m out

My only antidote to mental suffering
Is physical pain

PISS´N VINIGAR

It was a day to remember, twice as hard
As long
That was the day that i convinced myself
That i found my god

I tip my cap and i step up
I fix myself to the right
I move right into the firing zone
And i scream drink or fight
It´s just a matter of respect
Or is that something i missed
This ain´t no peace train that you are
Jumping on
So shake my hand and shake it strong
And everybody come along

Long, strong (am i)

Sometimes i can´t stop the shaking
Atleast i know i´m not dead
I don´t remember whose blood this is
I´ve got a hammer inside my head

I get put up, i get put down
And i don´t even try
I´ve burned a bridge, i´ve burned a
Whole town
Cause i´m fortified
I tell the truth or just gilded lie
And then i charge like a bull with his
Balls tied

A heavy dose of reality
With a side of piss & vinegar
A free drink at the bar and you´ll take it

A swift kick in the ass and you´ll take it

604

Can´t stop eating, she´s so fat
604 Katrina

TOAST TO THE EXTRAS

Swimming on the surface
It´s a hell of a lot safer up here
Ain´t prepared to dive
And uncover all my darkest fears

This ain´t no covert operation
I don´t have that much concentration

Staring at the clock
And my patience is wearing thin
One more down the gullet
Keeps me from jumping out of my skin

I´m lost in this fog of contradiction

I toast to the extras
I drink to them cause they don´t talk
Too much
They fill up space and entertain
And when i cut hem loose they don´t make
A fuss
They all add up to zero in my life
They´re just here to cure boredom for
The night

Now sometimes all this leaves me
Feeling hollow
That´s when i take refuge with my pillow

I´m not even ready for confession

That´s right

BORN AGAIN IDIOT

Why do i explain myself when everyone´s
An idiot but me
I think some people need
Killing for stupidity and i´ll be born again

Kicking and screaming
And dragged back into a life
Like ten pounds in a nine pound bag
Still i come back to give you something
That you never had

Idiot rules
I never fight i only win
And i didn´t make ´em
I never bend i only break them

Finish my smoke, down my drink, wipe
My mouth
And i just walk away

What´s the chance of finding something
Real and make it last
For that i´d carry all my bags and leave
Them in the past
Because i spend my life fixing mistakes
That left me scarred
And when i stand and meet my maker
I´ll be born again hard

Don´t judge me by my sins

KILLING BOX

I have always been an experiment in terror
At least i can only kill you once
Standing aloof when i made up my mind
Reaching, why it´s better to be blunt

Your walking point through the minefield
You gotta get out
Your on point in my minefield
Forever waiting for a roadmap

Speak, say something, answer me

I left you in a killing box

Sketchy´s not a name you can pin on me
I´ll start a revolt with my honesty
A piece of you burns everytime you lie
So let´s start a war, just to see how many die

HARMS WAY

Here comes the biggest asshole
That the world has ever seen
Watch as things turn to something
I never meant to be

I tear through all this wreckage
You left when you dropped the bomb
Is there something worth saving
Or do i act like nothing´s wrong
The lesser of two evil gives me Nothing at all

Lust and madness murder and mayhem
My whole life´s been about playing
It´s all so surreal
Maybe that´s why i can touch but i can´t feel

Sittin´ pretty as i sit up straight
Trying to find menas to an end
I move into harms way

I see my face in the mirror
I feel my feet but i can´t seem to walk in
My shoes
When it hurts i feel closer to you
Closer than you ever knew
And the bottom line is knowing
I will die and the worms will eat me
The bottom line is knowing
Ain´t no one else i can be

Running Steady, smile on my face

HOG TIED

I have something i can reveal
I get off on laughing
It´s like the biggest orgasm
If you like i´ll share it with you

When you give up yourself, you do
It peacefully
Then you feel no plight and you think
Your free
Give up yourself
There goes your chivalry

From on top of the world, i´ll throw you
Down a rope

Hod tied to this life, i´m strapped up tight
And i won´t be no slave

I can´t wait to get back
I need you back in my clutches
If it takes a thousand punches
By the end you´ll be in stiches

Climb up if the noose ain´t tied

It won´t disturb you, it´s here to serve you
Unlock the doubt, you´ll find it´s out, your
Rosetta stone
Or you´ll cut the line, and stifle time
Slash your wrist and kiss and kiss you
crippled bones

BIG FAT

Looming large like a favorite son
One more time comes my obsession
Like a mountain stream that ends in mud
I´m wading in waiting for the
Flood, sinking

You did
Left me hating, contemplating
Left me waning, slowly draining
Feet of clay that are stuck to the floor
And with vanity you want more

I´m drinking strenght for comic relief
While i´m growing super weak in the knees
You asked me can i deliver
Like a monster, crossing the Hudson
River, stomping

Big fat kill
Carrying the weight of the world
In my hands

I´m biting my tounge so much it hurts
But at the same time i´m at a loss for words
The things i´ve seen should have left me blind
So it makes me happy that i´m loosing my
mind, laughing

You asked me can i deliver
Like a monster, crossing the Hudson River
The things i´ve seen should have left me blind
So it makes me happy that i´m loosing my mind

CUPAJOE

I really need a cup of coffee
Go get me a cup of joe
Cupajoe
Black and strong

ALPHA MALE

You should be happy
You should be really happy
I saved your life today
I didn´t kill you, although i meant to

No go and put your toys away

It´s the pecking order, back of the line
Climb up to the top jump off and take
A nose dive

Another social breakdown

What did you just say,
You said something, something that i
Already said
I smell like both of us, you smell like
Both of us
Revel in our sated lust
Open your eyes and watch me bust

Ride up to the top, jump off and do a
Face plant

And i don´t need it around, i´m the king of
The town

What did you do to me
I gotta get another hit off your energy
I´m crushing neutral, you came into my life
And bam, kicked it up a big notch

I dropped from the top
Took off and carved a big slice

STEALING FROM A THIEF

Don´t want a life like my parents had
Don´t want a life like my rich friends have
Don´t want to live by association
Don´t want to live by the great maybe
I want a life not a name online
I want to live it in real time
I want a life just so i can be
I never asked what was in it for me

Stealing form a theif
My humanity
I know my name, i know my pain
I know my frequency
Dancing with the beast

As a kid i´d play make believe
As a man i play make believe
As i kid i´d do anything
As a man i do everything

I live my life centered and humane
I live my live like a man insane

I get up, i get up and go
I grab a hold and my way down
To find something that i really believe
I don´t need to console myself
If i don´t like what i see

PIECES
(sung by Frank)

The sun is shining off
His face again
Another day the reflect
I hope you understand

Looking for the sign
That´s let´s me know
That you´re fine
That you finally just
Found your way back home

Feel you within
Feel you everywhere
You´re above the sky
Will get me everywhere

So take me some place
Where i will always know
That you´re fine
That you finally just
Found your way back home

Who´s to tell me
I have to really go
I need to see this
Have to let you know

I´ll be here waiting for our souls to meet
I´ll be here waiting for our god to meet
And for me and all your hope
That inside me
Oh oh ohh

That we have so much to say
In my heart you will always be
There will be you

Maybe i´m blind
Maybe i don´t wanna see
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------------------think i know
That you´re fine
That you finally just
Found your way back home

The question of faith
I question everything
I need to know if this is
All there is

So take me some place
Where i will always know
That you´re fine
That you finally just
Found your way back home

Who´s to tell me
I have to really go
I need to say this
Have to let you know

I´ll be here waiting for our souls to meet
I´ll be here waiting for our god to meet
And for me and all your hope
That inside me
Oh oh ohh

That we have so much to say
In my heart you will always be
There will be you

That the need i hold on
My friends
I´ll be with you once again
And for me my heart own´s
Your faith
He will always light your day
And never be alone..
And never be alone...
And never be alone....
And never be alone.....